DISCLAIMER: This story is based on the television series Tour of Duty which aired from 1987 through 1990, distributed by New World Entertainment. All characters belong to the creators and/or producers of the show and were brought to life by Stephen Caffrey (Lt. Goldman), Terence Knox (Sgt. Anderson) and Tony Becker (Cpl. Percell). No money is being made with this story and it may not be posted, published or archived without permission. Although care has been taken in the attention to military protocol, certain artistic licenses have been made for the sake of readability.
This story is rated : PG
Written by, Erin Coates
TOUR
OF DUTY: Reunion Part II
Daniel
Percell watched as the black pick up truck pulled to a stop outside his
home. Seven-year-old Elizabeth Percell
climbed off the lap of the driver and scurried onto the front porch. The driver followed the girl out of the
vehicle. He was a tall and lean man. Danny was unable to make his face out from
underneath the man's large black cowboy hat.
Jacqueline
Percell's pace quickened as she and her son approached the visitor. Danny noticed the smile on his mother’s face
as she skipped ahead and embraced the man.
"James! I want you to meet my son Daniel.” Jackie grabbed James by the arm and led him towards
the soldier.
The
gentleman removed his hat and reached out his hand to greet the young man. "Daniel, it is so good to meet you and
to see that you are home safe. I'm
James Colson."
Danny
shook the man's hand and smiled.
"Nice to meet you too."
The words seemed hollow. He had
always know his mother's unhappiness with her ex-husband Jack Percell, but it
was hard for Danny to grasp that his parents were now divorced.
Jackie
bubbled at the site of the two men meeting each other and attempted to persuade
the men to join her in the kitchen. "Come on ya'll let’s go inside and
talk while I get dinner started."
James
shook his head in disagreement.
"Well now Darlin' I gotta get the stables clean, repair Whiplash's
stall and feed the horses. After the
work is done I'll be in to join ya'll." James placed his hat back on his
head, kissed Jackie on the cheek and headed toward the stables.
Danny
watched the man head out to take care of the chores. It felt out of place to have someone other than himself tend to
the horses and fix up the ranch. The
young man decided visiting with his mom could wait, he was a man and there was
work to be done. "Wait up, I'll
join you"
Jackie
Percell beamed as she watched her son join up with James. She knew the divorce was upsetting to Danny
and that the adjustment to James could be difficult. "Well come on Lizzy, us gals better get dinner started,
those men will be coming back hungry."
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The
two men began their work in silence spraying the horse stalls clean and filling
the water troughs. Danny Percell kept
his eye on Mr. Colson. Percell wanted
to talk to the man, but oddly couldn't find the words to start a
conversation. During his first few
months in Vietnam the soldier met all the new men with the same down home
friendliness he used in Montana.
Quickly he learned not to get to close to anyone to avoid the stress of
losing a friend later on. In Vietnam he
had Ruiz, Taylor and Sergeant Anderson to lean on and that was all he believed
he needed. Now that he was back in the
world he struggled to regain the manners of the boy he left as more than a year
ago.
"So
your mother tells me you were in the infantry division of the Army." The startling sound of James deep voice made
Danny jump.
"Yeah, hundred and
ninety sixth light infantry division, Bravo Company."
Danny
leaned up against the horses stall and stared through the open barn door. Just saying the infantry division number
brought back a flood of memories. He
was an infantryman doing his duty to serve his country, now he was home where
he longed to be, but why didn't it feel right?
Mr.
Colson noticed the distant look in Danny's eyes. The older man wanted to learn more about the boy, but he knew
better than to push the conversation.
War veterans needed time to acclimate themselves back to the world. James joined Danny in thought as he
remembered the day he returned from his tour in the Korean War.
"I bet you saw a lot of
action?" James broke the silence
once again.
Danny
gave a cocked grin at the man. "More than I care to remember." Instantly Danny’s mind took him back to the
jungle. He remembered the heat, the
sound of shots fired, the screams of injured men and the stench of blood soaked
clothing. The Vietnam Veteran shook his
head in an effort to shrug off the memories.
“Are you OK?” James Colson could see Danny struggling to
clear his head.
“Huh?”
Mr. Colson’s voice was just the thing to help Daniel return to the
present. “Yeah, I’m OK, just hard to
get the past out of my mind, that’s all”
"Yeah,
I've been there." James felt the
time was right to share with the young soldier. "Korea, 1951-52 I was a
private in the Second Infantry Division.
I was due to transfer out in a week when a mortar shell exploded between
me and Buddy Simpson. That's were I got
this gimp. After a week in a MASH unit
they transferred me out to the states, gave me a purple heart and my discharge
papers. I didn't know what I was going
to do when I got back to the states.
Ever since I was a boy all I ever wanted was a career in the
military."
Danny
made no comment; he didn't know what to say.
In just a few minutes James had turned from a complete stranger to a man
Danny may be able to share his experiences with.
James
gave the boy a playful bump with the hay bail he was carrying. "Don’t rush it Danny, it'll be a hard
at first, but it will get better."
Danny
silently disagreed, he remembered his conversations with Tom Scarlet. Pop had served in the last three wars and
even he thought Vietnam was the most confusing. Sure Korea had its winters and rough terrain, but it was nothing
like Vietnam. The Nam was humid, hot
sticky, you were never sure of who was friend or foe, the boundaries and rules
made success impossible and death inevitable.
Danny
noticed James moving towards Whiplash's stall.
"So wha'd that cranky mare do this time?"
James
laughed, Danny knew the horses and their temperaments well. "She just kicked out this lower board
again. One of these times that fussy lady
is gonna end up with a nasty wound on her leg, maybe then sha'll learn, wont'
she?"
"If
I only had a dollar for every time that damn horse kicked a hole in her stall
and I had to repair it. You know
Whiplash is my dad's favorite…" At
that moment Danny wished he could retract his words. Was it appropriate to talk about your mother's ex-husband in
front of her boyfriend?
James
quickly ended Danny's misery. "Yeah last time he was here we spent a few
hours talking on the porch and he had about a hundred stories to share about
him and that mare!"
Danny
jumped into the broken stall and grabbed the wood, hammer and nails from the
rail and proceeded to make the necessary repairs.
"Your
pretty handy with the tools huh?"
James leaned against the stall admiring Daniel's skills.
"Yeah,
there was always a lot to get done around here and Dad was never around to do
it. I think I've been fixin' things
since I was seven or so." Danny
stood back with James and surveyed his work.
"Think she'll break it again?"
"We'll
if she doesn't break it there she'll find away to break it someswhere
else!" James looked to Danny to
find the boy laughing in agreement.
"Ah. Danny listen…" James prepared
"Jackie mentioned that you would probably be looking for work when you got
home. My brother-in-law owns a
construction company in the area and he is in dire need of another
carpenter. See'ins how ya fixed that
stall so well I thought you might be interested in the work?"
Danny
was shocked by the offer and smiled at his good fortune "Yes Sir! That'd be great! I really appreciate it."
The young man reached out and graciously shook Mr. Colson's hand. Danny had heard so much about Vietnam
Veterans returning to the world, not being able to find work because so many
employers considered them a risk to have with their company.
"Can
ya start Monday?"
"Yes
Sir I can!" Danny grabbed a bail
of hay and headed out with his new found friend to feed the horses and return
to the house to get ready for dinner.
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Following
dinner James and the Percell family retreated to the front porch to sit and
catch up on missed moments. Most of the
evenings conversation centered around Lizzy and Jackie. Danny shared a few lighthearted memories
about his friends in Vietnam. Like the
time he and Marcus Taylor were in a jeep race with the other men from the motor
pool. Everyone laughed when they
learned the opponents failed to slow down for a sharp turn and went sailing
into a small river. The Veteran shared about
the constant arguing over the nasty taste of the food and the jealousy in the
team every time Jackie Percell sent cookies to her son.
James Colson mirrored Danny with a few memorable moments from his tour in Korea. The food there was also miserable and he wasn't lucky to have a blue ribbon baker in his family. James would have loved to have a dozen of Jackie's cookies to keep him full and to off set the nasty taste of Army food.
As
the evening grew to an end and nightfall began Danny could feel the air
temperature drop. Off in the distance
he heard the familiar scream of wild coyote.
Danny looked over at his mother who was sitting next to James on the
porch swing. James had his arm around
Jackie and Elizabeth was sleeping with her head in Jackie’s lap. Daniel Percell studied the family and felt
as if he didn’t belong. As soon as he
had enough money saved he would find a place of his own and set out to start a
life for himself. He wished he hadn't
pulled all of his money out to go on a drug binge in Can Hoy. He had worked so hard to save it all. What an expensive lesson to learn.
Danny
rose from his chair. “Well mom, I'm
tired. You want me to take Elizabeth to
bed on my way up?”
“That
would be great Daniel.” Jackie Percell
smiled at her son.
The
young man said his goodnights, kissed his mother on the cheek and carried his
younger sister up the stairs to her bed. He tucked her in tightly and kissed
her forehead. He watched her a moment
as she peacefully slept. Thoughts began
to enter his mind of the children he had seen in Vietnam. The young Montanyard girl Private Roger Horn
had grown attached to, the young boy he had shot in the village, a girl who had
died following a mortar attack. All of
those children had looked as peaceful in death as Elizabeth looked at that
moment. The thought almost prompted
Danny to wake his sister, instead he opted to be sure that she was
breathing. When he watched her tiny
chest rise and fall a few times he decided all was well and he retreated to his
own room.
Danny
looked at his bed. He never thought it
would feel strange to sleep in his own bed, in his own room, all-alone, but it
did. He looked around at the rodeo
trophies on the wall, his high school varsity football jacket still slung over
the back of a chair and the picture of the young woman stuck in the frame of
the mirror above his dresser. Danny
grabbed the picture and sat down on the edge of his bed.
Elena
Hoffman. Danny thought about the day he had met his
rodeo queen. He was smitten with her
and she with him. For the first time in
his life Danny believed he was in love and that she may have been the woman he
would marry. The Vietnam War changed
all that for him. The soldier stroked
the side of the picture with his thumb and recalled the Dear John letter she
had sent him. He remembered reading the
letter a few dozen times some how hoping he would open the dainty pink
stationary and everything would change.
It never did. Danny sighed
deeply and flipped the picture into the trashcan. The young man was very tired, he kicked off his cowboy boots and
lay down on his bed. Man is it
quiet!
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Suddenly Danny heard the screaming off in the distance. Was it is a coyote or a woman? He couldn’t tell. He looked around the living room, everything looked calm and peaceful. He heard the scream again, this time he was sure it was a woman. It sounded like his mother. Danny ran for the front door trying to calculate where the scream was coming from, and why. The soldier could feel his heart pound as his chest tightened and he found it difficult to breathe. Percell pulled the lever back on his M-16 and exited the front door. Marcus Taylor was beside him followed by Marvin Johnson and Sergeant Anderson. Together the four men methodically worked their way to the back yard where the scream had come from. None of the soldiers spoke, all communication was by touch and hand signals only. Danny felt the sweat run down the side of his face. It was unusually hot outside for a Montana spring. Sergeant Anderson signaled Taylor and Percell to go about 20 feet behind a row of lilac bushes. The scream came again. Danny had to fight back every urge he had not to rush into the situation. He felt tense and began breathing harder and heavier with every step. Suddenly he spotted movement dashing across the yard carrying what seemed to be an AK-47 rifle.
POP POP POP! The figure flew backwards from the speed of
the bullets.
“Nice shot Danny.” Oddly Marcus Taylor congratulated him. The two men moved toward the dead body as Johnson and Anderson met up with them, all four men had their weapons drawn. Taylor reached down to flip the enemy over.
Danny
screamed out in horror. “ELIZABETH!”
Danny
sat up in bed and put his feet on the floor, just as he was looking around to
confirm it was all a nightmare his bedroom light shined into his eyes. When Danny’s vision cleared his mother was
by his side with her hand on his shoulder.
“Danny are you OK?”
The
shaken man was still breathing heavy and sweating while the cool breeze came
lofting through the window.
Jackie
drew herself closer to her son. “Darling what happened…what was it?”
Danny
wiped the sweat from his face with his strong hands. He felt his mother drawing closer, so he reached out his hand to
cease her approach. “I’m alright mom,
I’ll be fine.”
Jackie
stood up and looked down at her son sitting on the bed. The mother wanted to know the horror stories
that lived in Daniel’s mind. She wanted
him to be able to talk to her the way she was able to talk to him. “Danny you have woke up screaming every
night this week, tell me about it, maybe if you talk about it….”
“MOM,
just forget about it OK?” Danny shot
his mother a look of disgust that she would want to know the demons that he
held so tightly. He then noticed the
little girl standing in the doorway. He
returned his glance to his mother who was coming close to tears over the pain
she believed her little boy was feeling.
Danny knew he had reacted wrong and that his mother wanted to help
him. “Hey Spud, sorry I woke you
again.”
Lizzy’s
feet patted across the wooden floor as she ran to his side. The soldier was happy to have his little
sister by his side. “Danny, why were you yelling like that?”
“I
dunno? I guess I was having a bad
dream, but its over now, it’s all OK.”
Danny put his arm around Elizabeth and put out his hand to comfort his
mother. She quickly grabbed his hand
and sat on the bed by his side.
“Danny,
honey…you can talk to me about anything, please talk to me about things.” Jackie looked down at her son’s strong hands
that were still trembling.
Danny
contemplated his mother’s request.
There were so many things he would never be able to tell her. He had sinned too much, he had deserted his
friends and killed a child. These
demons would stay with him forever, only to return to the surface in the dead
of night when he had no control over what he shared. “I’m OK mom …it won’t happen again…it was just a dream, that’s
all”