We Are Family

 

“Ouch,” Sergeant Anderson’s mind acknowledged as he tried to maneuver his sore body into a more comfortable position on the hard, standard issue army cot.  Rolling cautiously onto his side only caused the throbbing ache to produce a momentary, sharp, stabbing pain.  “Dammit,” Anderson muttered out loud, as he gingerly returned to his original position.  A purple bruise had emerged on the staff sergeant’s left cheek to compliment the cuts that marked his nose and eye area, but it was the tenderness of his aching ribs that was the major source of his discomfort.  

 

Smiling, Zeke admitted it was his own ego that was keeping his body hurting and restless.  A short trip to the dispensary, along with a quick explanation, would no doubt have been enough to secure the desired painkillers that would have resulted in some much needed sleep.  Instead, the stubborn sergeant had foolishly decided that a few generic aspirins would do the trick.  Normally not given to arrogance, the sergeant blamed recent circumstances, for his sudden need to tough it out.  Cautiously turning slightly to his left, and gently raising his leg, Anderson settled into the position he dubbed least painful, and most suitable to spend the night. 

 

Pride is what convinced the NCO to bite the bullet, rather than let his youthful platoon know how much he was hurting.  The basis for that decision was Sergeant Ralph Carlton.  Even now, Zeke wondered how Carlton had almost bested him in a fair fight.  “Now that would have been embarrassing,” Anderson acknowledged.  “A recruiter, a damn desk jockey.”   The ability to take a punch was the only thing that allowed the sergeant to make a rousing comeback and take control of the fight, as his platoon cheered him on.  “I must be getting old,” Anderson conceded.

 

The intense soreness in the sergeant’s side did serve one purpose.  It allowed Anderson to put the real reason for avoiding his men to the back of his mind…Marcus Taylor’s reenlistment.  Anderson still could not get over that.  How had he been so wrong in his assessment of what Taylor wanted?  Apparently, being the kid’s sergeant for so many months did not insure any understanding of the private’s personal wants and needs.  Anderson thought he understood Marcus Taylor, but now the confused staff sergeant had to confess… he had not understood at all. 

 

Zeke Anderson never claimed to be a genius, but he prided himself on knowing people.  It made for some serious doubts to arise if he could be that far off in his judgment.  Anderson had won the fight, but felt he had somehow failed in his men’s eyes.  Zeke recalled Taylor’s last words regarding Carlton…“He knows Sarge.”   In the sergeant’s mind, that statement silently implied that he (Anderson) did not.

 

“Shit,” Zeke thought, shifting his focus from the confusion in his head to the more easily explainable tenderness in his side.  Closing his eyes, the sergeant tried to lay still and catch a few hours of uneasy sleep before his meeting with Lieutenant Goldman in the morning.

 

*******************

 

Sweat poured down Marcus Taylor’s face as he sat upright, awakened from the nightmare.  Hoping he had not shouted out in the dream, the private scanned the room and was relieved to see the rest of the squad sleeping soundly.  Already feeling foolish--lying to them about the circumstances of his reenlistment--Taylor did not want to further isolate himself by waking up screaming in the middle of the night, dreaming of his own death. 

 

Six more years,” Marcus thought grimly.  Sighing, the private remembered his initial response to Carlton’s reenlistment pitch.  “Do I look like a lifer to you?”  In his heart, Marcus Taylor understood it was a sound decision, his only choice, but how could he have told the guys?   Taylor always talked a good game--money, options, friends, women, but deep down the private had a firm grasp of reality… he had nothing to go home to.  In some ways, the young soldier felt more doomed on the streets of Detroit than he did in the jungles of Vietnam.  How could he explain that to his friends… the only true family he had ever known. 

 

*******************

 

Embarrassed, Sergeant Anderson stood before his lieutenant.   “You wanted to see me, Sir?” He asked.   The sergeant had successfully avoided an up close and personal encounter with the lieutenant for the last day or so, but there was no avoiding him now.

 

Lieutenant Goldman’s eyes registered a flicker of surprise as he took in the damage on the older man’s face.  Although aware of the sergeant’s fight with Carlton, Myron had been too busy to check into the details.  Knowing Anderson had been the victor, made the lieutenant curious as to what the recruiter’s face looked like.  “Sergeant,” Myron started, pausing to give Anderson a sympathetic grimace.  “Sergeant,” he started again, “we have a mission tomorrow, 0600.  Have the men ready.”

 

“Yes, Sir,” Zeke answered, keeping his eyes averted from his platoon leader’s steady gaze.  This was one time Anderson was grateful that the lieutenant was all business.  “Is that all, LT?” He asked hopefully.

 

Studying Anderson carefully, Myron decided to forge ahead and discuss the obvious.  It was awkward at times, the officer conceded, being at least ten years his sergeants’ junior, but still…he was the CO, and he did need to be aware of what was happening in his platoon.  Myron tried to lighten the mood.  “Yeah, Zeke, there is one more thing…what the hell happened?”

 

“Little misunderstanding is all, Sir,” the sergeant mumbled.  Zeke glanced up at Goldman, hoping the kid would leave well enough alone.  The truth was that the sergeant was still bothered by the fact that he had been so far off base in his handling of Taylor’s reenlistment. Carlton had called him cocky, but Zeke did not really think that was the case.  It was not arrogance or ego that made it hard for the sergeant to accept his mistake; it was worrying about failing in his men’s eyes.  This was his platoon, his guys…his family, and their opinion mattered. 

 

In the few months that Myron had been platoon leader, he could not recall seeing the sergeant this uncomfortable.  “You okay?” he asked, genuinely concerned.

 

Anderson looked away, unable to explain his jumbled thoughts to the youthful lieutenant.  “I’m fine, LT.  I better go inform the men.”

 

Goldman stared at Anderson another couple of seconds, wishing he knew what to say, wishing that his staff sergeant trusted him a little more in matters outside of soldiering.  Hopefully, that would come in time.  “Trust is not something I can order him to do,” Myron sighed.  “Go ahead,” the CO finally nodded, dismissing the relieved staff sergeant.

 

Myron lit a cigarette and tried to decide if this incident warranted his attention.  Yesterday’s truck ride from Chu Lai to Ladybird did give the lieutenant some cause for concern. 

 

What had stood out was the lack of bitching and whining that the second lieutenant had finally come to accept as a routine part of the daily grind.  The constant complaining was as much a part of life in Vietnam as the helicopters and the M-16s.  The lieutenant had looked at the subdued squad and realized something was up with his normally boisterous platoon.  Plus, he came to the remarkable conclusion that a part of him actually missed the perpetual groaning and smart-ass remarks.  Myron allowed himself a smile, appreciating the irony of yesterday’s concern.  

 

The lieutenant found himself wishing he had pushed Anderson harder on the details of the circumstances surrounding Taylor’s reenlistment and the subsequent fight.  “I’ll give them a day to come around,” he decided.  

 

*******************

 

Zeke stood outside the barracks, hesitant to go inside.  The sergeant hated feeling so awkward around his own squad.  It was not just the fight…it was Taylor telling him that he was wrong and Carlton was right.  That’s what had been humiliating to Anderson, the fact that he had been Taylor’s sergeant for months, while Carlton had only known the private for a few days.  “Why didn’t I know what Taylor wanted,” Zeke wondered.  And more importantly, “Why didn’t the boy tell me?”  Sergeant Anderson was not use to doubting himself, especially where his troops were concerned.  Sometimes, it was hard to live up to his men’s expectations…not to mention his own.

 

Self conscious about his injuries, Zeke let out a sigh and hoped that his face and ribs would heal quickly.  The bruises were not only a painful reminder of his narrow physical victory over Carlton, but also served to remind the sergeant of Carlton’s victory, in getting Marcus Taylor to re-up. 

 

“Listen up now,” Anderson said, going over the list of ammo and supplies his squad would need for tomorrow’s mission.  His men gave him a respectful smattering of attention.  Anderson read the list by rote and quickly turned to leave.   

 

“Hey, Sarge,” Marvin asked, “you wanna join us for a little poker?”  Zeke paused, thinking maybe that was just what he needed.  Anderson scanned the barracks for Taylor and saw him cleaning his M-16.  Maybe a little poker, a little conversation and a few beers would do the trick.

 

Before the sergeant could answer, Baker came bounding in.  Passing in front of Anderson, Baker grimaced in mock pain. “Ouch!  That’s gotta hurt,” he said, flinching and making a face.      

 

“No, I’m fine,” Anderson mumbled turning away.  “Well listen, I’m gonna get on back….” The sergeant uneasily made his way out the door.

 

“Why you gotta bring it up, Baker?” Ruiz asked.  “You can see Sarge don’t want to talk about it.”

 

“What?” Baker demanded.  “He won didn’t he?  Just saying it looked like it hurt that’s all.  When did he get so sensitive?”

 

“We playing cards or not?” Marvin asked impatiently.  “C’mon, Taylor.”

 

“Go ahead, I don’t feel much like playing,” Taylor said lying down on his bunk.  He was wondering if Sergeant Anderson was mad at him for not sharing his reenlistment plans, and in effect, causing the subsequent fight. “What do I care?” Marcus admonished himself.  “No one else’s business,” he thought stubbornly, trying to muster up some anger.   Still, the private could not deny that the idea of Anderson being annoyed was bothering him.

 

“If he’s out,” Horn said, nodding towards Taylor, “I’m in.”  The RTO was tired of losing his monthly allotment to Taylor. 

 

Baker jumped up.  “Yeah, me too,” he eagerly agreed.

 

An irritated Marcus Taylor got up and made his way outside.  “Hell, I’ll just leave…then maybe all of you can play,” he yelled on his way out.

 

“C’mon now, Taylor, that ain’t what we meant,” Danny yelled after him.

 

“Just let him go,” Marvin said, tired of his friend’s sulking.  “He’s been a pain in the ass ever since he reenlisted.” 

 

*******************

 

The first three days of the mission had been uneventful, but the fourth was proving to be more memorable.  First, the radio had gone on the fritz, and then Marcus Taylor had sprained his ankle. 

 

Lieutenant Goldman tried to put a little distance between himself and his men. “Give me a minute,” Goldman ordered Johnson, who was trailing close behind him.  Myron desperately needed a moment to think, without being bombarded with his men’s unsolicited opinions.  The scheduled rendezvous at the PZ was in just over two hours.   Studying the map, the lieutenant realized it was going to take some serious humping to make it on time.

 

“Don’t leave me here, Sarge,” Taylor quietly pleaded.  “I can make it.” 

 

Hearing the unfamiliar fear in Taylor’s trembling voice made Anderson wince.  “I can help him walk,” the sergeant said confidently, trying to influence the lieutenant’s decision.  “He’ll be fine, Sir.”

 

“Look, LT.”  Marcus tried getting to his feet, attempting to prove himself fit.  Instead, the private collapsed in pain, unable to put any pressure on the swollen ankle.

 

“Taylor, we are not leaving you,” Myron said more harshly than he intended.  “We got to make that pick up, or no one is going to know where the hell we are.  We will be back at first light to get you out of here.”  

 

“LT,” Anderson started.  Myron raised his hand and shot Anderson a look that signaled the end of the discussion.  Zeke recognized the look and stopped in mid sentence.  The lieutenant was getting all kinds of looks from the rest of the squad as well.

 

“I’ll stay with him,” Johnson volunteered.

 

“No one is staying with him,” the lieutenant said firmly, trying to keep the irritation out of his voice.  “Taylor take this,” he added, handing Marcus his pistol.  “Stay quiet, stay here and we will pick you up first thing in the morning, got it?”

 

“Yes, Sir,” Taylor managed.

 

“All right, gear up, let’s go,” the lieutenant ordered his disgruntled troops. 

 

“Relax, Taylor, you’ll be fine,” Anderson said, trying to comfort the anxious private.  “Think of it as a little camping trip without the marshmallows.”

 

“I didn’t do much camping in Detroit, Sarge,” Taylor whined. 

 

Anderson patted the private’s shoulder.  “Just stay calm, we’ll be back first thing,” he promised.

 

“Don’t worry, Bro,” Johnson told Taylor as the squad prepared to move out.  “You know that we’ll be back.”  Glancing towards the lieutenant, and making no attempt to lower his voice Marvin added, “Whether he decides to come back or not.”  A nervous Marcus Taylor nodded, as he and Johnson exchanged handshakes.

 

*******************

 

Lieutenant Goldman checked his watch as his squad hit the PZ, and breathed a sigh of relief.  Six minutes to spare.  It would have taken at least an extra thirty had he succumbed to his platoon’s wishes, and allowed them to drag Taylor along.  “All right, there she is,” the lieutenant said, already spotting the Huey in the sky; confident he had made the right decision. 

 

Hiding in the dense brush at the edge of the LZ, waiting for the chopper to touch down, Sergeant Anderson approached the lieutenant.  “LT, I’m gonna go back and spend the night with Taylor,” he declared.  

 

“What?” the lieutenant demanded.

 

“The boy’s scared out there alone, Sir,” Anderson said, lowering his voice.

 

“No,” the lieutenant answered firmly, fighting back an urge to ask the sergeant if he had lost his mind.

 

“Well, Sir,” Anderson reasoned.  “We made the pick up, it don’t make no difference now who stays and who goes.”

 

Myron stared intently at his sergeant, wanting to tell him that of course it made a difference.  The sergeant’s death would certainly make a difference.  Instead, he tried to reason with the older man. “It’s almost dark, Anderson.  You will never find him in the dark.”

 

“I’ll find him, Sir,” Zeke smiled good-naturedly. “I know exactly where I left him.”  The Huey touched down for the extraction as Anderson patiently waited for Goldman’s decision.  

 

The lieutenant wanted to say no, and order Anderson onto the waiting bird.  The idea of going back for Taylor was a ridiculously stupid one.  The only thing holding Myron back, was the nagging fear that the sergeant would go anyway, regardless of orders, and where would that leave him?  So against his better judgment, Lieutenant Goldman relented.  Now he would have two men to worry about tonight.  Myron anxiously watched Anderson disappear into the jungle before any of the men even realized he was missing.

 

The ride back to the base was subdued, but the guys were relieved to know that Sergeant Anderson had stayed behind to baby-sit Taylor.  The men had no lack of confidence in their sergeant’s ability to locate the private and keep them both alive until morning.  “It’s easy for them,” Myron recognized. “It’s MY responsibility.”  The officer berated himself for his own lack of courage and confidence in issuing the proper order, and anxiously hoped that his likable sergeant would survive the night, alone in the jungle.

 

After a brief meeting with his superiors, Lieutenant Goldman showered, grabbed something to eat at the officer’s club, and retreated to his quarters.  Sitting at his desk, the lieutenant attempted to fill out his AAR.  Unable to concentrate on the still blank report, Myron went back to studying the map of the AO, checking and rechecking the spot he had carefully marked to retrieve Taylor.  Myron could only hope that Sergeant Anderson would be there as well.  The lieutenant also decided on what area would be the best place to start a search and rescue operation, incase the sergeant was indeed missing.

 

Thinking about the day’s events, Myron closed his blood shot eyes and rubbed his pounding temples.  As soon as the lieutenant relaxed, Johnson words came to him…“Whether HE decides to come back or not.” Myron Goldman had been around the army since he was a kid, and was not overly sensitive to his men’s criticisms.   Enlisted men complaining about officers had been happening since the beginning of time, and truly was standard operating procedure.  But this was different.  “It hurt,” the lieutenant admitted.  Myron had to remind himself that it was his job as an officer to make the hard decisions…to think with his head and not with his heart. No one had agreed with his decision to leave Taylor behind.  To a man, Anderson included, they had wanted to attempt to drag the private to the PZ.  The lieutenant had disagreed, and his vote was the only one that counted

 

Lieutenant Goldman had pushed his squad hard for two hours over rough terrain, and even then they had barely made the scheduled extraction.  “Didn’t that prove me right?”  Evaluating his performance and decision-making, Myron was convinced that he had made the right choices.  With the radio not working, missing the pick up would have been a disaster for the entire squad.   To ensure the safety of the unit, the lieutenant did not have the luxury of leaving a soldier behind to stay with the injured private.  Myron honestly believed that if Taylor stayed put, he would be fine until morning.

 

 My only error in judgment,” Myron decided, “was in allowing Anderson to go back into the jungle.”  That was a stupid decision.  Charlie ruled the night and it got pretty black out there.  Myron was not as confident as his troops that Anderson would even be able to find Taylor.  The only reason he had agreed to it was because he feared that Anderson would disobey his order.  The lieutenant silently vowed that he would never base a decision on that fear again.  Strategically, it had served no purpose; it had only put another man’s life at risk.  In reality, the lieutenant contemplated, it would probably be easier for Charlie to spot two men than one.

 

Myron concluded that the decision to allow Anderson to join Taylor was the worst one he had made all day, and yet it was the only popular one. “That should tell me something,” the tired officer thought.  Too exhausted to figure out exactly what, Myron lay down and tried to catch a few hours of sleep before heading out at first light.

 

*******************

 

“Calm down, you fool,” Marcus Taylor ordered himself.  It was no use.  The hours alone in the black jungle had Marcus feeling as jumpy and afraid as he could ever remember.  What he wouldn’t give for one of the guys to be out here with him.  “I’d even settle for Baker,” he joked nervously to himself.  It was not the thought of Charlie that made the private’s heart pound, or even the creepy crawly things, slithering around unseen that had Taylor in a cold sweat.  It was the idea of being utterly alone that was so terrifying.  Nights in the jungle were nothing new to the private, hell he was on his second tour, but totally alone…

 

Marcus Taylor stifled a scream as he felt something touch his arm.

 

“Taylor, is that you?”

 

“Sarge?” Taylor whispered joyfully, momentarily forgetting himself and giving Anderson an uninhibited hug.  

 

“Yeah, it’s me, Taylor,” Zeke said, amused.  “Ain’t you heard me rattlin’ around this area looking for you these last few hours?”

 

“No, I didn’t hear nothin’,” Taylor admitted.  Marcus was amazed that all the apprehension of the night seemed to disappear in an instant. “What are you doing out here?” He asked happily, unable to hide his joy at seeing his sergeant.

 

“Thought you might need some company,” Anderson replied, settling into the dense foliage next to the private.

 

“It is pretty spooky out here,” Taylor conceded, smiling at his gross understatement. 

 

Sergeant Anderson could not recall Taylor ever being this giddy about seeing anyone.  Zeke was glad that he had talked the LT into allowing him to return. “Well, you can go ahead and get some sleep now, Taylor,” the sergeant suggested.  “I’ll take the first watch.”

 

Anderson thought that Marcus was asleep until the private whispered, “I thought you was mad at me, Sarge…you know, for reenlisting.”

 

“That’s your own business, Taylor.  You don’t owe me no explanation.”

 

After a few more minutes of silence Taylor started again.  “You know, Sarge, I came to Vietnam because it was either that or jail, you knew that right?”

 

“Yeah,” Anderson confirmed.

 

“I bet you didn’t know that I didn’t even steal that car.  My cousin and some friends stole it – my cousin was driving, I was just along for the ride.  Taylor took a deep breath before continuing.  “When we bailed they begged me to tell the cops I was driving, they all had arrest records and were looking at jail time.  So I went along…I mean he was my cousin, they were my friends, right?” 

 

Anderson remained silent.

 

“But you know what?” Marcus continued.  “Not one of them came to visit me in jail…and not one of them showed up at my hearing.  Not even my own cousin.   What do I got to go home to?  Tell me that Sarge.” 

 

“You were just a kid, Taylor,” Anderson responded.

 

“You guys are my family now.  Hell, my own blood would not come back for a damn court date,” Marcus pondered.  “But you risked your ass to come back out here for me tonight,” he said in wonder.  “And I know all the guys will be back looking for us tomorrow, no questions asked.  I guess the army is my home now.  Can you understand that, Sarge?”

 

“Yeah, Taylor, I do understand,” Zeke agreed.  “The army has given me a home for a lot of years.  I guess I just didn’t figure you for a lifer is all.”

 

Marcus smiled to himself.  “Sarge,” he whispered, “I am glad you kicked Carlton’s ass.”

 

“Why, thank you, Taylor,” Zeke beamed, “get some sleep now, Son.”

 

It struck Marcus that the jungle, so terrifying just a few short moments ago, held no such power over him now. Taylor accidentally bumped Anderson as he tried to get into a more comfortable position on the jungle floor.  “How about a little room here?” He asked cockily, feeling like his old self. Anderson gave him an elbow to the ribs for his trouble.  Settling in for the night, Marcus smiled in amazement at how the fear and anxiety, so heavy a few minutes ago, seemed to have vanished completely. “Thanks, Sarge,” was the private’s last thought as he fell into an easy sleep.

 

*******************

 

To the lieutenant’s relief, both Taylor and Anderson were in the exact spot he had marked on the map and the rescue came off without a hitch.  Back at the base, the guys were escorting the gimpy private to the dispensary.  Myron wanted to talk to his sergeant.  “Anderson, stop my quarters for a drink,” he offered.

 

“No, LT, if it’s all the same to you I’m pretty tired.  I think I’m going to try to grab a few Z’s.”

 

Myron could have kicked himself.  He needed to talk to Anderson, but now he would have to make it an order.  The lieutenant realized that’s what he should have done in the first place.  “Sometimes this stuff is so damn tricky,” he thought. 

 

“Sergeant,” Myron said, adding some authority to his voice, “I need to talk to you.  Now.”  

 

When it dawned on the sergeant that the lieutenant was ordering him to meet with him, he agreed soon enough.  “Yes, Sir,” Anderson responded, the familiar casualness of a few minutes ago gone. 

 

Agitated, Anderson stood in the “at ease position” in front of Goldman’s desk, pretty formal for a talk with the LT.  It irritated the sergeant that the lieutenant could go from, “Stop in for a drink” to “I need to see you, NOW” in a heartbeat.  “If you want to see me, just tell me you want to see me,” Zeke thought.  “You’re in charge.”

 

Myron wished he were better at this stuff.  “Have a seat, Sergeant.”

 

“No thank you, Sir,” Anderson predictably responded. 

 

Now it was the lieutenant’s turn to be annoyed.  He could see that Anderson was in his formal soldier mode and he doubted he would get much of a response from him.  “Could you cut me a break here, Anderson, could we just talk for a few minutes?”

 

Zeke was genuinely confused.  “Yes, Sir,” he responded, not at all sure what the lieutenant was annoyed about, but taking a seat just the same. 

 

“Good, I’ll cut right to the chase, Sergeant.  Yesterday, in the field, I should not have let you stay behind.  That was a mistake on my part.  If something had happened to you… that would be on my conscience.  It served no purpose.  It did not make the situation better--it made it worse.”  Myron paused, waiting for a response.

 

The sergeant stayed quiet, waiting for a question.

 

The lieutenant decided directness was the best course.  “If I would have said no, would you have gone back anyway?”

 

“I would have obeyed your orders, Sir,” Zeke answered quickly enough. 

 

Staring at Anderson, Myron was not sure he believed him.  “Do you trust my judgment, Sergeant?” He asked.

 

“Doesn’t matter, Sir.  I’d follow your orders whether I agreed with them or not.”

 

“It matters to me!” Myron’s mind practically screamed.  “Never mind,” the frustrated officer said, realizing he was not getting anywhere.  “Go, dismissed.”

 

“LT,” Zeke paused on his way out,  “me going back…didn’t make the situation worse for Taylor.”

 

“That’s not the point, Anderson,” the exasperated lieutenant said. “We would have rescued Taylor just the same, only you would not have been at risk too.  I have to make decisions based on common sense.  That’s all I’m trying to say,” Myron vented, wishing the sergeant would understand his reasoning.

 

“But that is the point, Sir,” Anderson calmly argued.  “Someday, it might be you out there alone, LT, and you’ll be glad to know that I’ll be coming...whether it makes sense to anyone or not.”

 

Shaking his head, Myron stared after Anderson, irritated that the sergeant could not, or would not acknowledge the mistake.  In Myron’s mind, Anderson had risked his life for nothing…just so Taylor would have a little company.  It was unnecessary, that’s what made the lieutenant so angry. 

 

Lieutenant Goldman tried to work on the paperwork piled on his desk, but was having trouble concentrating.  His mind kept wandering back to the conversation with Anderson.  Although Myron admired Anderson’s attributes as a soldier, and as a man, he thought the sergeant acted impulsively, relying too much on instinct and not enough on protocol.  In contrast, Myron had always needed his world to have some semblance of order and to make a certain amount of sense.  The lieutenant had grown up believing that life had rules and guidelines to follow, and a kind of logic to it, which would guarantee success and victory to those insightful and strong enough to walk its path. 

 

But here in the Nam, Myron finally conceded, rules and reason no longer applied and nothing was guaranteed.  Death was as common as the morning rain, and life was so fragile, sometimes it hurt just to breathe.   Sadly, Myron realized what his experienced sergeant already understood.  All that remained intact from the World left behind was the bond that the men shared with each other.  Friendship, loyalty and trust…everything else had been rendered meaningless.   

 

Slumping down in his chair, Myron admonished himself for his lack of compassion and understanding regarding Taylor and Anderson.  Unsure of his own courage, the young lieutenant wondered how he would hold up, alone, at night in the bush.  Myron had to admit it was a comfort knowing his dependable sergeant would come looking for him in a crisis.  He thought about Anderson, wandering around in the forbidding jungle, searching for Taylor, and found himself wondering if the sergeant had been afraid.

 

Thinking back to the discussion with Anderson, Myron was no longer sure if the sergeant had been too dense to understand his point.  What if it turned out that his sergeant was the smartest grunt in the Nam?  Myron turned his attention back to the forms on his desk.  Either way, the lieutenant decided, he was grateful to have Zeke Anderson as his sergeant…and his friend. 

 

******The end******